i cant throw up!!!!!

[charlottesmithridley]

hi i cant throw up i have tried sticking my fingers down and a toothbrush but nothing is working i need help!!!!:confused:asap!!!

[bannakid]

Ok hun, please just dont try. I have suffered from bulimia for 5 years. I desperately want to stop... but it starts to control you after a while.. and trust me... its NOT a fun ride. Not if you have other stuff in your life that you care about. Please just turn around right now ... away from the road to bulimia.
I still remember the first time i did it n i wish soooo much that i could just turn back the clock n erase those few minutes in time.

[charlottesmithridley]

:(i know it's a horrible thing but i need to lose the weight for track i have to much muscle fat which slows me down:( i train 6 times a week ands its horrible having thunder theighs