skinnymccoy
04-26-2009, 01:06 AM
hi everybody. my name is cale, im 17, live in oregon, and am anorexic/bulimic. i am a boy. i started purging december 2007, and eventually moved to just not eating to avoid the whole hassle of throwing up. im 6'5" and currently weigh around 190, but this last summer i weighed around 170; since then i "recovered" for family and friends, but im sooo wanting to get back to that weight. i felt amazing and happy with my body, and everything since then has been so disappointing, as far as my content with my body. i think bones look so good; i cant stand the muscle/fat on my bones. so, i try to eat under 1000 cals a day, though its rough with my two roomates seeing what i do/dont eat, which sort of forces me to eat and then purge later, which i hate doing. also, im going to be living with my mom this summer, and she is very conscious of what i eat. anyways, someone say hi to me =]