can't stand uncertainty

[dragonfly]

I have an interview on thursday for a university scholarship, which i'd completely given up on getting since i've been turned down every where else i've applied. And i should be so pleased that i've managed to get even an interview, and i was for a couple of days. Since otherwise i'll have to move back in with my parents to afford the university fees, which i really don't want to do.

but now i'm like arghh, hating it. I'm stressing about it so much. And all i'm thinking about doing right now is skipping the interview because then at least i'll know the outcome. Its like, i'd rather just give up now, rather than have all this uncertainty of not knowing where i'm gonna be living or which university i'll be at. And if i just screw up the interview at least i'm in control of my failing it.

Arghhh! i sound such an selfish cow, i should just be grateful to be given an interview and stop having all these crazy thoughts.:(

[Jacklinger]

I dislike uncertainty too. I dislike it very much.

[JetBlack61]

xD but you can always be certain about uncertainty! actually i know that feeling, almost feels like nervousness and you get that turning feeling in the pit of your tummy.. HOWEVER! what you didnt know is that its actually excitement! at least thats what i tell myself over and over and it seems to make it better.