urgh binged.

[x_wishthin]

i feel so disgusting..i just binged on half a chocolate easter egg i had left from easter..why did i do it i feel so guilty inside now and feel like i have put on so much weight within the last 10 minutes and need to get it out my system..i dont want to keep purging but each time i stupidly binge this is the only way i can feel better.
urghhhh i just want to be thinthinthin.

[ThenCametheRain]

well, i've tried to give up purging. Instead I just exercise it all off; it really is therapeutic. It makes me feel clean inside. At least, it makes it easier to sleep at night, i don't feel as guilty.