-obsessed
04-15-2010, 08:28 PM
ok. i have serious anger issues. weight problems i cut pretty muich if you pull out a list of bads id choose all of the above! but overall my life is ok some days. like somedays i can see im not fat then others i cant help but b/p or just not eat at all! and today was just shitty! i just ate a sandwhich and i feel so disgusting i want to purge but my moms home and i cant:((( i just want to be completely happy. i have damn near everything i could ask for i just cant be happy and i hate to see people(my mom) hurt because what they do doesnt please me. i want them to see im not happy because of me it has nothing to do with you! idk i just really had to get some of that out. i could go on for days but i wont ill do what i usually do suck it up and go to bed