GeeknDork
04-12-2010, 10:32 PM
{I apologize for any grammar mistakes, this is over my phone.}
Back in November 2009, some idiot kid was hit by a van while crossing the street in front of his own house.
On December 7, 2009 this kid decided to talk to me over Facebook.
Today is April 12, 2010 and we are best friends.
I swear, this is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He cares about me, and I care about him. We've only known each other for a little while, but that doesn't seem to matter. He knows everything about me, and I know a lot about him. Although, why am I writing this? His relationship.
Two months ago he started dating this girl (whom he asked out half a day after his previous girlfriend broke up with him.), and everything was fine. Now, I can't stand it. I feel like his girlfriend has turned my friends against me. I just don't feel like dealing with this anymore, but I can't leave him over this. I know I'm not crazy, because I'm not the only one who thinks there is something fishy about their relationship. She's just hurt him so much, yet he thinks he can't go on without her. He says it's all about those moments, where they're just holding eachother (I've never been in a relationship, so I don't really know.) -- but it's NOT. It's not all about that. It's about being together, making each other happy, holding their hand knowing everything will be okay, and just forgetting about the world(Or most of it. :) ). I know I've probably cried just as much as either of them, because it just hurts seeing him be hurt over her.
I've talked to his girlfriend, yet she always tries to get a fight out of me. I'm not going to be stepped all over, of course, I will defend myself. She has brought out the worst is my best friend recently. He has been so depressed that he has had thoughts about cutting again (He had problems before I had met him, and has help.). I tell him that I don't care what he does, as long as he's not killing himself. Although, he has been worrying me lately. I like to think that if he started again, he'd come to me. I just get that horrible feeling that I'm going to lose the thing that's most precious to me right now.
I know I have gotten really off topic, but I just don't no where to go from here.
Back in November 2009, some idiot kid was hit by a van while crossing the street in front of his own house.
On December 7, 2009 this kid decided to talk to me over Facebook.
Today is April 12, 2010 and we are best friends.
I swear, this is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He cares about me, and I care about him. We've only known each other for a little while, but that doesn't seem to matter. He knows everything about me, and I know a lot about him. Although, why am I writing this? His relationship.
Two months ago he started dating this girl (whom he asked out half a day after his previous girlfriend broke up with him.), and everything was fine. Now, I can't stand it. I feel like his girlfriend has turned my friends against me. I just don't feel like dealing with this anymore, but I can't leave him over this. I know I'm not crazy, because I'm not the only one who thinks there is something fishy about their relationship. She's just hurt him so much, yet he thinks he can't go on without her. He says it's all about those moments, where they're just holding eachother (I've never been in a relationship, so I don't really know.) -- but it's NOT. It's not all about that. It's about being together, making each other happy, holding their hand knowing everything will be okay, and just forgetting about the world(Or most of it. :) ). I know I've probably cried just as much as either of them, because it just hurts seeing him be hurt over her.
I've talked to his girlfriend, yet she always tries to get a fight out of me. I'm not going to be stepped all over, of course, I will defend myself. She has brought out the worst is my best friend recently. He has been so depressed that he has had thoughts about cutting again (He had problems before I had met him, and has help.). I tell him that I don't care what he does, as long as he's not killing himself. Although, he has been worrying me lately. I like to think that if he started again, he'd come to me. I just get that horrible feeling that I'm going to lose the thing that's most precious to me right now.
I know I have gotten really off topic, but I just don't no where to go from here.