one of my best friends

[lory]

have just accidently ripped my heart out.

"arent you glad we're..well..happy? like we're not always upset or self harming or worrying all the time..i think its great"

i burst out crying.
am i really that much of a good actress?
oh my days.
i didnt even know what to say back. i just agreed.
i didnt know i hid my pain so well..i didnt know my friends ACTUALLY bought my stories of how my "cat scratched me" and "i have bellyache so i dont feel like eating"
incredible.
but absolutely devastating.

[no-one]

The same thing happened to me not so long ago. I'm an amazing actor. My friends have no idea... Even with the ridiculous excuses I come out with!

[stargAzerkitty]

Oh I know that one
-hugs-

[Jacklinger]

Wouldn't it be nice if you could join your friend on the other side of that fence, separating you from the happiness she has? Maybe she can show you how to get over it, the fence.

[lory]

The same thing happened to me not so long ago. I'm an amazing actor. My friends have no idea... Even with the ridiculous excuses I come out with!

glad im not the only one haha :')


Oh I know that one
-hugs-

thanks for the hugs <3 *hugs back*


Wouldn't it be nice if you could join your friend on the other side of that fence, separating you from the happiness she has? Maybe she can show you how to get over it, the fence.

it would be wonderful :')