need a friend...

[kandixo]

im not really sure how to talk about my eating problems...not so sure how to read the messages on here either haha.

it would be nice to chat with someone...

couple of ?s:

1. sometimes i cant thru up all my food, but i know its in my stomach, why is this?

2. is it true the average bulimic person is of average weight?

3. does anyone think about throwing up food, whenever they finish a meal?

4. how do u no u have body disfigurement problems?

5. why do i feel biggerthen usual wheni dont throw up for a week or two?

6. does it make u bloated? ur jaw all locked and in pain when u chew sometimes? dizzy? light headed?

any insight/comments would be appreciated :) thank u!

[fifimia]

Hey, I'm fifi, I will TRY answer these for you hunni...

1. Bulimia Ive figured out... takes practice. It used to take me up to an hour to throw up a meal. Now I can do it in one minute. Chew it well. Drink liquid (but not LOADS coz that makes it splash all over the place and takes alot longer to throw it up.) Kind of rub the back of your throat with two fingers and dont remove your fingers until it comes up and touches your fingers. and the second its out PUT YOUR FINGERS STRAIGHT BACK IN. immediatly. It comes up easier once you start the flow.

If you still feel food... I reckon it's parnoia.

2. Bulimic people range from obese to underweight, depends on the person, the time been bulimic, the amount you binge, your digestion etc etc etc!!

3. If you're bulimic. Then yes. You will think of throwing up... sometimes during the meal which ruins the joy of it.

4. You know in your heart

5. Because again. of paranoia, or maybe because you do get bigger?

6. Makes me light headed, but not any more because puking is second nature to me so I feel no physical strain. and im too fat to notice any bloating.

sorry about the "pro-mia" type post. I have no control anymore.

[Sanne]

im not really sure how to talk about my eating problems...not so sure how to read the messages on here either haha.

it would be nice to chat with someone...

couple of ?s:

1. sometimes i cant thru up all my food, but i know its in my stomach, why is this?
As fifimia says... I startede using my fingers.. Now I just have to bend over and out it comes... I don't eat much, cuz then it tricks me, and I to can't get rid of it all...

2. is it true the average bulimic person is of average weight?
Again as fifimia says... Ppl are different, and some gaines when b/p and some looses weight... I loose weight only if I don't eat to much...

3. does anyone think about throwing up food, whenever they finish a meal?
Allways....

4. how do u no u have body disfigurement problems?
I just no.... It comes to me....

5. why do i feel biggerthen usual wheni dont throw up for a week or two?
That is psyckic... We are to fanatic about our bodies..
For me, its all my life...

6. does it make u bloated? ur jaw all locked and in pain when u chew sometimes? dizzy? light headed?
5 min ago i was a little dizzy, but then I took a gum... Gets better...

any insight/comments would be appreciated :) thank u!
Here is my answars to hun...
Hope that u can use it...
Just take care... Really.. ED's is terrible... In my life it is all my life, it just took over... Now, I can't live without it... Its.... Me...

[Sanne]

im not really sure how to talk about my eating problems...not so sure how to read the messages on here either haha.

it would be nice to chat with someone...

couple of ?s:

1. sometimes i cant thru up all my food, but i know its in my stomach, why is this?

As fifimia says... I startede using my fingers.. Now I just have to bend over and out it comes... I don't eat much, cuz then it tricks me, and I to can't get rid of it all...

2. is it true the average bulimic person is of average weight?

Again as fifimia says... Ppl are different, and some gaines when b/p and some looses weight... I loose weight only if I don't eat to much...

3. does anyone think about throwing up food, whenever they finish a meal?

Allways....

4. how do u no u have body disfigurement problems?

I just no.... It comes to me....

5. why do i feel biggerthen usual wheni dont throw up for a week or two?

That is psyckic... We are to fanatic about our bodies..
For me, its all my life...

6. does it make u bloated? ur jaw all locked and in pain when u chew sometimes? dizzy? light headed?

5 min ago i was a little dizzy, but then I took a gum... Gets better...

any insight/comments would be appreciated :) thank u!

Here is my answars to hun...
Hope that u can use it...
Just take care... Really.. ED's is terrible... In my life it is all my life, it just took over... Now, I can't live without it... Its.... Me...