A Boy Slap my Butt

[Dakota]

Today was awesome, first thing in the morning I go to school, and then this boy tap my butt with a yard stick (gently). My reaction was like annoyed, since I didn't want him to think I like it. Then he was smiling at me, and I was like "What?" then was like I am a total sex bomb in my head. I felt good, okay is that normal??

I then caught one guy just staring at me next to me, and then I look at him and then he look away. It's like I have this sexual energy, losing weight is the greatest thing. And the more I lose, the more people recognize me. This one girl gave me the look, a skinny blonde chick, when I was talking to this one dude. It was the jealous bitch look.... like "ehhh who does she think she iz" look.

Then we had this presentation about sexual abuse and stuff, and the woman was like if any of you girls get called a slut in the street you probably ignore it or tell them off. Something like that, and all the girls were nodding in agreement.

And in my head I was like, "not me I would be smiling and shaking my ass". Mental image of me; To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 1 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

It's really exhilarating.... is there something wrong with me? I want to be a total sex object, and get men obsessed with my beauty.

Is there something seriously wrong with me for thinking this way, since I know most girls don't find that respectful.

[gmacarroll]

haha, no, i'm the same way. I would love to be the girl that all the guys wanted. The only person that's ever grabbed my ass (other then my boyfriend) was some homeless dude on the bus, and I think he was a pedo (mostly cus i look like i'm 12-super short, no boobs etc..i'm 21). I secretly think all girls love the sometimes negative attention they get from guys...they may pretend to be insulted and disrespected but i'm like 99% sure that, if all of it just stopped one day, they'd be disappointed. I wish people hit on me, but again, I look like i'm 12 so the chances of that happening are pretty slim :(

also, maybe they aren't so much attracted to your thinness as to your increased confidence. I hear guys love confident girls. (not to imply that you aren't totally hot :P)

[Dakota]

No I'm actually fat and losing weight, so I notice I am getting this attention which I love. I was a dog last year, obese, acne, and everything. Now I am morphing into a sex demonic beast.

But I am not Megan Fox hot yet... but I rather be in my body than hers (and that is saying a lot). I really don't want to be anyone else except me.... weird as saying that because I am not perfect perfect. But I think some of the imperfections of mine make me even more attractive, because I am like cute, but not overly beautiful like Angelina Jolie or Marilyn Monroe.

[hello_elle]

I know exactly how you feel.
This sounds so big headed, but in the last six months I've been getting checked out in public stupidly often and I seriously love it because I'm not a slag at all. I hadn't even held hands, let alone kissed a guy until last march and I'm sixteen! When I realised the other day that I've kissed five guys in the last year it totally shocked me, just because I'm not used to it at all.
So yeah. I know how you feel and I know how good it feels (: Just enjoy it.

[sarahh-12]

I love this post! I was reading it thinking to myself, 'that is exactly me!' haha, seriously though i feel the exact same :) i love when guys tell me i'm pretty or good looking, gives me a real confidence boost xx