I just lied to my boyfriend!

[Massive-Molly]

I feel like such an awful person. My boyfriend asked me if i was happy today. I said, "Yeah, today was good!!" (lie #1) he asked me if I ate 3 healthy balanced meals. I said yes. (lie #2... today I binged on biscuts and peanut butter and salad and cereal) Then he asked me if I threw up. I said, "no! today was good!" (lie #3. I purged 4 times today. :( )

I hate my eating disorder. I hate that I have to lie to him. I guess I didn't HAVE too... but I paniced when he asked...
I don't deserve him.

[AEdle]

I am sorry to hear that girl :( .
Maybe tomorrow you`ll take the revange and keep it on the line..in this way you`ll feel better :o

[gmacarroll]

Don't say you don't deserve him, just because you lied to him in a state of panic doesn't mean you're a bad girlfriend. He obviously finds something special about you if he's sticking around and trying to help you out right? Most guys would run, but he loves you enough to stay. you know why? Because you are you and you make him happy. You aren't lying to him maliciously.

I "accidentally" lie to my boyfriend a lot :S I don't mean to but it just sorta comes out before I even realize what i'm doing. I think i'm just afraid of him being disappointed in me when I tell him i'm having a really really bad day, or when I've done something I know i shouldn't (binge/purge/stave). I also don't want to annoy him with my "petty" feelings. If you feel badly about it, maybe you can do what I do sometimes-write him an email/note telling him how you feel. I'm always too nervous/embarrassed to be like "you know what, even though i said i was ok, i'm not really, today i feel......" to his face, but if I send him an email telling him how I feel I know then I don't have to live with the guilt of lying to him (and keeping my lies straight). If your boyfriend is anything like mine (or I suppose if you are anything like me) he'll know when you are having "off" days-he may not say anything but something deep down tells him somethings not right. This might hurt his own confidence, and he might think there is something wrong with him. If you tell him how you feel (even if it's a couple days later or wtv) then you will both feel much much better :D

<3

[JetBlack61]

poor guy... love is built on trust and trust is built on honesty... its like jenga. you pull one from the bottom and everything falls apart.