azula
03-19-2009, 07:14 AM
Hey everybody!
Im sixteen years old. I live in holland
A while ago i put on pretty much some weight because i was using birth control and basically i loved to eat. Sometimes i just couldnt because i felt so fat and guilty and would start excersising immeaditly after binging. But it has never been like this.
the last couple of weeks it has been worse since ive been really depressed and suicidal the last couple of months. now i cant eat anything (exept a little breakfast to get my metabolism started) without feeling guilty. so ive been eating really a little but my parents got suspicious and we always have dinner together and they always ask if im not hungry or ate enough and im going crazy.
Fortunatly i already lost some weight. before i used to weigh around 123 lbs.
its driving me crazy i want to eat i dont want to be sick but i basically cant anymore and i dont know what to tell my parents or how to move on with my life.
so this was my little introduction x
Im sixteen years old. I live in holland
A while ago i put on pretty much some weight because i was using birth control and basically i loved to eat. Sometimes i just couldnt because i felt so fat and guilty and would start excersising immeaditly after binging. But it has never been like this.
the last couple of weeks it has been worse since ive been really depressed and suicidal the last couple of months. now i cant eat anything (exept a little breakfast to get my metabolism started) without feeling guilty. so ive been eating really a little but my parents got suspicious and we always have dinner together and they always ask if im not hungry or ate enough and im going crazy.
Fortunatly i already lost some weight. before i used to weigh around 123 lbs.
its driving me crazy i want to eat i dont want to be sick but i basically cant anymore and i dont know what to tell my parents or how to move on with my life.
so this was my little introduction x