Its happening again...

[GoreGeous]

Last time I cut was back in highschool...like 5 years ago...

and now its back again. wtf is going on.
I forgot how great it feels for me afterwards, but I also forgot how it feels the next day when I'm dealing with the wounds.

I don't want to deal with this again...

[miss Sin-cerity]

was it something that kick started it? it is so annoying the day after you never think of that part when youre cutting! i think its something that never truley goes you will always have that tendency like a smoker or alcoholic i guess its just when you feel like youre going to try something else to distract you like writing youre feelings to vent its been 1 year since i cut but every now and then its there i just try and think of my kids or summat to take my mind i know its easier said than done good luck though :-)

[iheartmyrockbob]

You're human. Humans make mistakes every second of the day. You went FIVE YEARS without self-harming. Do you have any idea how much of an accomplishment that is? THAT'S AMAZING! Don't beat yourself for making one mistake. Instead, do the best you can to keep it from happening again. There are plenty of things you can do besides self-harm; I know for me, squeezing an ice cube helps. Point is: You broke the cycle once before and I'm 100% positive that you can fight this again. You're stronger than the blade, I know you are. ;)

[GoreGeous]

Thanx you guys! I needed some positivitey today. :)