:( seeing my psychiatrist

[PaperThin]

tomorow at 10:00 i have to see my psychiatrist
and she will decided at the end of the session weather or not
i need to go inpatients.
Im scared :(

Im Obese. i CANT be taken into inpatients im to fat.
My goal weight of 65lb is looking so bleak :(
I just want to be skinny, pretty and in control.
If they send me away to a Eating disorders clinic to be force fed..
i will kill myself.
i cant handle being this fat anymore.
my depression is skyhigh. i just want to curl up and starve to death.

...

does anyone have msn messanger?
anyone is welcome to add me :( i just need someone to talk to.
some of you girls whoa ctully understand what its like

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xxxx

[piglet]

hey, how did this go, are you ok?
x

[PaperThin]

heyy yeah it wasnt too bad.. although there were these 2 Students who were training up to psychiatrists and so they wanted to sit in and i had to tell them my life story and all they did was ask me questions it was horrible because i felt so Obese and ugly and the questions were like
'how much food would you eat in a normal binge'

it made me feel so awful. :'(
got to go back in 6weeks to see her again


thankyou for wondering *Hugs*

xxx

[acaciatree5308]

I'm glad that worked out well for you. Although I wish you hadn't had to have the students there. I had that happen to me once and I just wanted to melt into the floor. Hopefully it will go well again in weeks.