TopazCutie
03-01-2009, 03:00 PM
Hey guys,
So I thought I would keep a personal journal for some extra motivation. I am doing a March challenge which is to:
- Drink one cup of green tea daily
- work out 3-4x per week
- less than 900 calories daily
- multivitamin daily
I'm trying really hard to get healthy again and recover, but I refuse to eat enough until I am my goal weight of 118.
By the way I am 5'7 and I have been ana for 3 years. My current weight is 146...I despise being in the 140's. I feel fat every single day and I am starting to hate looking in the mirror. Hopefully I will be in the 130's by the end of this month. My lowest weight being ana was 133 and then I fucked up after my scale was taken away. Now I have a digital one so I will be weighing in every Saturday :o
My goal weight loss total for May is 11 pounds. I want to be 135 so badly by the end of this month. Let's see if I can do it.
Wish me luck
xx
So I thought I would keep a personal journal for some extra motivation. I am doing a March challenge which is to:
- Drink one cup of green tea daily
- work out 3-4x per week
- less than 900 calories daily
- multivitamin daily
I'm trying really hard to get healthy again and recover, but I refuse to eat enough until I am my goal weight of 118.
By the way I am 5'7 and I have been ana for 3 years. My current weight is 146...I despise being in the 140's. I feel fat every single day and I am starting to hate looking in the mirror. Hopefully I will be in the 130's by the end of this month. My lowest weight being ana was 133 and then I fucked up after my scale was taken away. Now I have a digital one so I will be weighing in every Saturday :o
My goal weight loss total for May is 11 pounds. I want to be 135 so badly by the end of this month. Let's see if I can do it.
Wish me luck
xx